Private Message to Pansy Parkinson
May. 30th, 2011 10:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Thanks, Pansy.
It felt really, not good exactly because I'm not sure I'm ready to feel good again, but, I dunno, satisfying I guess, to just lose myself in the music for awhile.
And to get away from everyone and sit down by the lake where you can at least pretend that things are peaceful.
But the music in my head keeps going to a murder ballad place, no matter how much I try to listen to other things. I even put on some Playing Quidditch with Hags, in honour of Han. And still, there's "Beware of Long Lankin" over and bloody over again.
Sorry--didn't mean to go on at you.
It felt really, not good exactly because I'm not sure I'm ready to feel good again, but, I dunno, satisfying I guess, to just lose myself in the music for awhile.
And to get away from everyone and sit down by the lake where you can at least pretend that things are peaceful.
But the music in my head keeps going to a murder ballad place, no matter how much I try to listen to other things. I even put on some Playing Quidditch with Hags, in honour of Han. And still, there's "Beware of Long Lankin" over and bloody over again.
Sorry--didn't mean to go on at you.
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Date: 2011-05-31 03:25 am (UTC)I'm so glad we won't have to see his face at school next term.
I wish we didn't have Mrs Professor Carrow either.
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Date: 2011-05-31 11:59 pm (UTC)Except that I wouldn't mind learning some of the stuff you lot are doing. I'd like to be able to defend myself, y'know?
And yes, Carrow is Long Lankin and Reynardine and Bluebeard and everything awful you can imagine.