I think I had a bit of an idea about it. Every now and then he'd get this soft little smile when he'd say your name, and I teased him about it once, even, and
It's awful, isn't it? It's like missing a future that can't happen any more, on top of everything.
It is awkward. All of it. I'm sorry, too.
I'd rather be awkward around you than not be around you. Because you make a pretty wonderful friend. I can see why he'd
He was so broken up over Hannah, you know, and that was a what-might-have-been too. And I can imagine it hasn't been easy for you, but there is a small part of me that is glad he was thinking about you like that, that he was thinking about taking that chance, because you're worth taking the chance for. You really are.
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Date: 2015-05-14 04:12 am (UTC)I think I had a bit of an idea about it. Every now and then he'd get this soft little smile when he'd say your name, and I teased him about it once, even, and
It's awful, isn't it? It's like missing a future that can't happen any more, on top of everything.
It is awkward. All of it. I'm sorry, too.
I'd rather be awkward around you than not be around you. Because you make a pretty wonderful friend. I can see why he'd
He was so broken up over Hannah, you know, and that was a what-might-have-been too. And I can imagine it hasn't been easy for you, but there is a small part of me that is glad he was thinking about you like that, that he was thinking about taking that chance, because you're worth taking the chance for. You really are.