Order Only: Private Message to Mrs. Longbottom

[alt_susan]

Thanks for sending me that message. It means a lot, it really does. A lot of the time I'm not really sure what I'm doing in the Order, especially this term. I mean, I've been helping Pansy a bit with her challenges, but anyone could do that really. And I don't know what to say to Justin (or Hydra) at all.

I was seeing someone last term, and we broke up at least partially because I have secrets she wasn't ready to know. But it's not the same and I don't want to presume that I know how it feels.

As far as the contest goes, I think the sett as a whole is well relieved that at least one of ours is out of it. And I'm not sure Smith's all that thrilled about being one of the finalists. He was an ass about it at first, but I think that before he only saw the chance of glory, and not how serious it would get. I don't know Bobolis that well--Ced would have a better idea about him--but I think he regrets doing the last challenge. Family's really important to him. The contest's been hard on my friends here, but sett-wise, Umbridge did a lot more damage.

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[alt_alice]

I can see how that reality would be difficult to face.

I have a feeling that far too many of our fellow witches and wizards prefer blissful ignorance.

It's a challenge I struggle with -- how we'll end up convincing all of them that what they've done is deeply wrong. Guilt is a highly uncomfortable state to be in, and people work very hard to avoid it.

Perhaps you and Cedric might talk further about it, and whether it would be worth your while, and his.

[alt_susan]

People put down Gryffindor for being a bunch of hotheads (Morgana knows, I say it to Ed all the time) but sometimes you need a little bravery.

But sometimes being brave is a good way to get killed and take a lot of other people down with you, without much to show for it.

I think there are a lot of people out there (like my parents) who would support the Order if they knew we existed and thought we had a real chance, but otherwise see opposing the Protectorate as very much the latter sort of bravery.

[alt_alice]

I can see how that would be the case, yes.

I very much hope that once the tide begins to turn, when we gain a real foothold, our people will come out of the shadows -- we're building to that shift in power, and Merlin knows we've got so much work left to do, but it is possible, Susan.

And in the meantime, we'll have to keep sending our message out into the night and hope that it finds a foothold.

[alt_alice]

You must know that you are far more important than what you will be able to accomplish as a revolutionary.

Once the dust settles, we will need a generation of leaders who will use the pieces of this Protectorate to create something entirely new.

You are our future. And that gives me a great deal of hope.

[alt_susan]

That...makes me a little nervous, honestly.

But I'm honoured. Truly.